Hello all sorry it's been so long since I've posted. I really have just been coming to my blog to read on other families journeys with CDH. I want to thank Catherine baby Sofia's mother for reaching out to me.
Recently it has been very hard for me. I need to go to work because we have run out of the money I had saved up for Cayden's arrival. I found it very hard to leave my son after all of the things we have been through he has not left my side since he has been home. I know that isn't a good thing I just don't want to miss a moment that I can spend with him.
The hard thing is I know I need to go to work but anytime I think about it I get anxious cause I know I will have to leave Cayden. I'm trying to gradually leave Cayden with his dad for a few hours or so a week and that is even hard for me. At this point I don't know if I will ever be able to get a job.
I don't even know if I would be able to do it even if Cayden didn't have CDH. I think it's just me being an over-pertective mother. I'm still looking for a job anyway I feel that is the only way I will be able to get over it. Is if I get a job and have to go to it.
Better get to sleep before Cayden wants to eat so I can get a little bit of rest.
Please leave a comment or get a hold of me through email at mathsis2002@yahoo.com I appreciate any contact.