I'm back!!!

Finally got some time to update you guys with some things that have happened.
Well first of all Cayden and I went back up to Portland for his development assesment. He is 26" long and he weighs 14 lbs 10 ounces. We got great news he is doing so well in his development that we don't have to go back up until he is a year old. He is developed in a few things above his age level.
He is sitting up with very little help. He is also already scooting across the floor towards something he wants. Cayden is already cutting teeth and boy has he been cranky. I have been feeding him rice cereal and bananas for about 2 to 3 weeks. Today Cayden and I went to mom's group and we learned baby massages Cayden enjoyed that, then he fell asleep I guess I did it right since he was so relaxed. Cayden is still Breastfeeding very well he is still using the nipple sheild can't feed him without it.
I went back to work this last week I trained on Tuesday and Wednesday and I am working on Saturdays and Sundays from 8am to Noon and then 4 pm to 8pm. Makes it pretty easy with me breastfeeding. I hope everything is going well for all please keep in touch.

Some New Pictures!!!!!!!!!!!

Just a update!!!

Hello all sorry it's been so long since I've posted. I really have just been coming to my blog to read on other families journeys with CDH. I want to thank Catherine baby Sofia's mother for reaching out to me.
Recently it has been very hard for me. I need to go to work because we have run out of the money I had saved up for Cayden's arrival. I found it very hard to leave my son after all of the things we have been through he has not left my side since he has been home. I know that isn't a good thing I just don't want to miss a moment that I can spend with him.
The hard thing is I know I need to go to work but anytime I think about it I get anxious cause I know I will have to leave Cayden. I'm trying to gradually leave Cayden with his dad for a few hours or so a week and that is even hard for me. At this point I don't know if I will ever be able to get a job.
I don't even know if I would be able to do it even if Cayden didn't have CDH. I think it's just me being an over-pertective mother. I'm still looking for a job anyway I feel that is the only way I will be able to get over it. Is if I get a job and have to go to it.
Better get to sleep before Cayden wants to eat so I can get a little bit of rest.
Please leave a comment or get a hold of me through email at mathsis2002@yahoo.com I appreciate any contact.